hi, i’m christie.
i’m a fucking idiot.
i broke up with the one boy who actually cared about me,
because i wasn’t always happy.
now, i’m alone.
now, i’m completely by myself and i’m vulnerable.
now, he decided that it’s best we just move on.
i hate how i never realized how much i cared about him until he was gone.
and now he’s gone,
and i still want him in my life..
but i can’t do that to him.
i’m a fucking idiot.
the only guys that want me are ones who just wanna fuck me and leave..
no one actually cares about me, like that.
i’m alone, it’s probably for the best..
so no one has to deal with me and my useless shit.