update on my life. fireworks.

It’s summer now.. i’m not really okay for summer. But, hopefully i’ll have people in my life to distract me from my most recent events. This is the first time I’ve written a blog in paragraph form, without it being all chopped up and awkwardly bolded and spaced.. Anywaaaay, summersummer. I’m finally embracing the naturally curly hair my mother has passed down to me as I realized today how easy the messy wave is. New christie? New outlook on things, I hope. Maybe, freaky weird old christie will come back into my life. She kinda came back today. Sososo, fireworksss next week- which i’m actually so excited for. I always thought fireworks were the most beautiful thing. I dreamed of like being all snuggled up to someone watching the fireworks, but year after year, i never achieve it. One day, fireworks will spark. I never blog like this because it’s super boring and no one likes to read it, but it’s kind of calming, like y’know, no pressure to be all artsy and shit. I’ve watched so much stuff on the fashion industry and it’s really an insane world that I’d kind of like to be a part of. I think you have to be crazy to work in fashion, though. I’m maybe a little too sane for that. Back to the real stuff though.. every day for the past week, i’ve come home every day and hid out in my basement, occupying myself with tv or a movie, just to get my mind off things. I realized, i can’t hide in the basement for ever. Alright, way too sleeeeepy. Good night moon. Good night world. I need a hug.