waves of the beaches.. ocean blue.
buried beneath thick brows
and i can’t pretend that i’m not tangled up in a mess of you.
your eyes take me in and i splash in the wilderness of rushing rapids and hearts beating.
breathing in. my last breath, like my lungs are flooded.
i taste the ocean on you.
my nose gets accustomed to your scent
and i long to have your arms wrapped up in me..
letting the scent of you send whirlwinds into me.
i long for having pieces of you up against my skin.
your warm hands send smoldering fireworks through out my body.
i’m waiting for the day that your voice rises and shakes and collapses under your breath.
i’m sinking deeper in and i’ve never felt so comfortable
being so real.

tonight my dad finally switched the bulbs in my lights,
transforming the dimly lit white room
into a yellow luminance,
intensifying the colour of every photo,
soaring through the sky and into my lungs,
breathing in the wonders of the world around me..
in and out.
the lights were on.
i smiled.